Dependency

With all the computer trouble I've had lately, I have become acutely aware of just how dependent I've become on a computer. Banking, blogging, Facebook, business and personal communication, and of course e-mail. Sometimes when checking my e-mail, I'll say something along the lines of "Let's see if anybody loves me today." I look forward to receiving personal e-mail. Don't you? So, when my 847 emails downloaded onto my new computer, I spent some time looking through them to find the few personal ones. Why? Because I crave connection to others. I want to hear from my friends and family. I want to know what's going on in their lives. And I want to know what they have to say about my life.

Anyway, why is it that I (and presumably some of you, too) will spend so much time seeking that personal message, but spend so little seeking the personal message God has given us? I certainly spend more time on my computer than I carve out for God. It's so amazing what He's done. Let's see if anybody loves me today. Just pick up your Bible - you don't have to weed through 799 business and junk messages to find the gems. Every word is a gem. God has left us a massive number of personal messages, sharing about Himself and showing His interest in us.

At worst, we should be willing to spend time reading God's messages to us. At best, we should crave those messages until we feel incomplete without reading some of them each day. Many feel they "should" but have no motivation to do so. Where do you fall on the spectrum? Are you willing to spend time with God, feeling obligated to spend time with Him, or so desiring to spend time with Him that you protect the time you have set aside to spend with Him. My prayer is that we'd all move along the spectrum toward craving. Let's be dependent on Him. For our salvation, our validation, our worth, our lives. And if that means letting the e-mail go, then let it go.

I'm a Mac (Wo)Man?

So, after three computer crashes (family desktop, hubby's laptop, and my laptop) all in a couple months time, I decided to take the plunge and try a mac. I've long known that it crashes less and contracts fewer viruses than PCs, but I have not been ready to give up the familiar for the "hopefully better." So, I made my first trip to a Mac store. Wow! I had never been to one, and I was amazed. Midday on a weekday afternoon, it was a zoo! I asked the sales person if it was always that busy and he said it was actually a slow day, that you have to swim through the store on the weekends.

Also, technology... perhaps I'm technologically-sheltered? I had no idea about some of that stuff. For example, there was no check-out counter. There was a counter where the check-out would be in a normal store, but it was the tech-table, where repairs & upgrades happen. Then there were display tables throughout the store, in addition to the wall displays. So, we're at one of the display tables looking at computers. When I'm ready to buy, the guy takes his iPod Touch, scans the UPC, inputs my info, swipes my credit card (card reader slot on side of iPod), has me sign the mini-screen with my fingertip, and pushes some print button. Then he reaches under the table and pulls out the receipt. Huh. Very interesting!

Also, they're big on spending plenty of time with you. My sales guy spent over two hours with me, helping me choose a model, showing me how things worked, etc. I could have spent more time.

All in all, it was a very pleasant experience and I'm now the proud owner of a Mac. My impressions? I like it. I like many of the things I can do with it. I am enjoying playing with apps and widgets. I'm still trying to find some of the basic functions within Mac programs. I know I could have purchased Office for Mac, but I decided if I'm going to be a Mac person, I might as well be a Mac person, so I'm trying the Mac equivalent, iWorks. I believe I'm going to really like it once I get it all figured out. I wish I had three days to just sit with the computer and experiment.

So, I could be on my way to becoming a Mac (Wo)man. I want to say Mac Man - not because it rhymes with PacMan, but because it's an alliteration. Mac Woman doesn't carry the same punch, but since I'm a woman, I compromised and put the Wo in parentheses.

I'll keep you posted as I learn how to use this bug-free machine! :)

Natalie Grant - Women of Faith

I apologize for my inconsistencies this week. My computer is on the fritz. Hopefully, I'll be up and running again tomorrow.

I had heard Natalie Grant in concert several years ago and was impressed by her heart and her voice. Listening to her again, I was not disappointed. A powerful and beautiful singer, Natalie was also real, sharing who she is and what she believes. Her amazing performance concluded with an unmatched performance of It Is Well with My Soul. A cappella with a choir of over 7000 women singing behind her, it was a shiver-inducing moment. Awed silence filled the room for one long, drawn-out moment when she finished.

Women of Faith Friends

Being in a massive room with thousands of other Christian women worshiping and praising the Father is an unparalleled experience. The Women of Faith conference was definitely one of those experiences when one can physically feel the presence of God.. Amazing. and in the midst of the crowd, friendships are formed and strengthened. It was exciting for me to have my friend Tammy along. She's a treasure and a joy to hang out with. We have not had a lot of time together lately and it was great to catch up and grow closer. We thoroughly enjoyed our time together.

And while in line for lunch on our first day there, we began visiting with another woman, Rodica. We learned that she came alone to the conference, despite inviting people from her church family to join her. What began as a casual conversation in that line has become a friendship. Because of assigned seating, we were unable to sit together, but the three of us shared some meals together, exchanged contact information, and have been in touch since the conference ended, with plans to hopefully attend the conference together next year. I believe God caused our paths to cross. What a blessing to have Christian fellowship.

Now, I know that friends can be made, friendships renewed, etc. without going to a conference. You certainly don't have to go to Women of Faith to experience God. I just want to encourage you to reach out to those around you with the love of Christ. Be a blessing to others and you will, in turn, be blessed. I count my Women of Faith weekend, Tammy, and Rodica among my countless blessings.

Mary Mary - Women of Faith

In addition to great speakers, Women of Faith conferences also include popular musical guests. Mary Mary was a real treat. Prior to the conference, I had heard the name, but knew nothing about them or their music. Singing contemporary gospel songs like their hit "Shackles (Praise You)," they rocked the house! Full of personality and songs with meaning, these sisters (Erica and Tina, not Mary) were a real pleasure to listen to. I'm so glad I had the opportunity to hear them in concert. Well worth it!

Henry Cloud - Women of Faith

Henry Cloud is an amazing Christian Psychologist. As a counselor, I have been reading his books for years. I never imagined I would be able to hear him in person. He is amazing! I truly enjoyed his sessions, his clear presentation, and his message.

Henry Cloud has been researching happiness and what he has found is that only 10% of happiness comes from our circumstances. The rest comes from our life practices, attitudes, beliefs, and behaviors. Laced with humor, Henry pointed out some of the commonalities of happy people. He specifically talked about the fact that happy people are givers and that they are connected. Among other things, I came away with "Be my monkey," but if you want to get the story behind that, you'll have to read his book The Law of Happiness or ask me.

And he said, "to get the life you imagine, it requires taking a step you don't think you can make." My thoughts on that are that we only did those things we knew we could do, how would we ever experience the power of God working through us?

Henry also talked about necessary endings (the topic of another of his books), whether they be people or attitudes or things, etc. We need to prune our lives, leaving only the best and most fruitful parts.

While it is hard to choose, because the entire conference was amazing, Henry Cloud may have been the highlight of my Women of Faith weekend. Fabulous!

Sheila Walsh - Women of Faith

Prior to Women of Faith, I was familiar with Sheila Walsh as a 700 Club host and as a singer. But she is so much more. Not only does she sing like an angel - a fact which she demonstrated at the end of each of her sessions, but she is also an amazing speaker! Heartfelt, funny, and real is the way she came across to me. She had the ability to make me laugh and cry practically in the same breath. I enjoyed her a great deal.

Sheila talked about having an "attitude of the heart and a determination of the will to stay at the feet of Jesus." She encouraged us to be completely open with our God who already knows everything, so we can go in peace because "peace is not the absence of trouble, but the presence of Christ." And she cautioned us to not fall for the lies of the world, for "beauty comes from the Word of God."

Sheila talked about the promises of God and how they can minister to each of us. John 16:33 says "In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world.” It's clear that we will face difficulties, but it's also clear that He will win!

While I enjoyed her each time she took the stage, I was truly blessed by the telling of her story. I could not do it justice by sharing it here, but if you ever get a chance to hear it from her, it's well worth listening to. Two primary take-aways...I am "not fixed, but loved." And no matter who you are, where you are, or what you've done, "the Shepherd knows where to find you."

Amazing speaker with a powerful message!